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Shallow

by Magenta

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1.
You know Me 03:58
Wait a minute and hold your pace,here comes the action i've been waiting for another moment detonates,a firework display pity it blew up in your pretty face,here comes the pain that i've come to adore another love to degrade and then to throw away and after all of this time,everything is still just going to plan.... just when you thought that you could counteract,my lust left you bereft you had me wrong right from the start and now you're leaving me no choice but to destroy all thats left it wont take long,i cross my heart wait a minute,dont turn your back on me,dont walk away like i dont exist dont you dare presume to tell me what it is i lack every time you turn your face from me presents an opportunity that i cant resist every time you turn around,i will stab you in the back and after all of this time,everything is still just going to plan and all these pawns stand in line,waiting for death by my hand but we never grew past playground games poison your tongue,choose the first words as you kiss me dont say you weren't warned friends and other enemies,lovers and other killers a rose by any other name would still have thorns.
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about how i collapse - well you know i love the feeling when im faking like i live on the brink all this trouble and strife,well am i worth the wait when i relapse? i need to take a step back from the medicine cabinet and think. For the rest of your life,here come the words you anticipate you said that i should change my ways or change my taste in men your breathings shallow with fear,your voice rings clear enough i never said this wouldnt hurt,i never said i wouldnt do this again i never meant to hurt you dear,i just heard you liked it rough changing tact - how unique come on swift with my rebuttle about as subtle as a brick in the face well im not putting you down,its just i heard my next of kin say you want to be included - keep up with all my other lovers darling,you cant handle the pace but if your still putting it around,well you can count me in you said that i should change my ways.... so shallow i've become and i tried my hardest just to fight it off and let myself rise above all of the compromise,for everything i lack i came undone,but this affliction and attrition is the cause of all the friction we love and you can see it in my eyes,now i wont take it back so i wont change the hurt i've caused i wont change what ive done though its so painfully clear that you have had enough i wont change the way i am wont change the person i've become i never meant to hurt you dear,i just heard you liked it rough
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its not a statement of intent,im simply stating a fact love, i know exactly what i am every situation i create just to see how you will react this is the storm before the calm and have you heard the bitter words we spit that could be our salvation but turned dead against us now smoke rings and all the subtle things that somehow get lost in translation all feel so useless to us now so drag me to bed,and bore me to sleep maybe we should severe ties,see im no longer transfixed forget what i said,i no longer feel the need when everythings been stripped away,reveals our bad mechanics oh boring story,wont you tell me where do i begin stuck somewhere between starving to death and barely sober still i continue day to day,putting just enough energy in to keep this tired engine just barely ticking over i guess its fine to spend my time balancing acts,running a gauntlet around all of the things i never said are you still mine,curious design, if it turns out i never wanted it? with just this one thought in my head so drag me to bed.... all the parts of this machine, stripped down,laid bare its unfair,you werent forwarned, i run on a one speed gear thats perminantly on fast forward so day to day i embibe just enough to get me by though neither of us would deny that this engines running dry it seems reliefs in light supply neither of us willing to try that we would learn to recognize give up the ghost and let it die answer me this,if you know, what do we love? so drag me to bed and bore me to sleep maybe we should severe ties,see im no longer transfixed that noise in your head,from which there's no relief and all this nervous energy that serves to drive me frantic if you want to stretch a point,allow me to get deep no,i never lied,i guess i wasn't born romantic forget what i said,i no longer feel the need now that everythings been stripped away reveals our bad mehanics
4.
Shallow 04:25
So smile on my dear,an empty round of applause if you feel you need it indecision complicates me Another fabrication just to justify the flaws,if you'd believe it you it frustrates it me how i'm into intricacy yet i missed the devil in the details the one i've been lieing to cripples me by design,as i fail you,in turn you fail me and what i've been trying to do so i blow smoke over the sun and keep repeating the words "i dont belong to anyone" in time you'll realise the blood you've shed see how your hands become so scratched and broken when you're busy holding on to all the broken pieces of your heart. so another night where alibis fall through let down by myself i have been no help through poor preparation but with several fake personas that i've built on day to day even when by myself i can can have good conversation thats alright,even though you're in the right the words you say to keep me tight just come across as apologetic and cliched in several ways another empty phrase for you to coin these tired words sound so pathetic now after the searching you have found (so dont be mad at me) they say love makes the world go round but thats just gravity... i like to think that it sounds deep which shows how shallow i've become (highlights the difference between) what i say and do and how i've failed you right from the start (and in the end you'll see) all of the blood you've shed you'll see just how you're hand become so scratched and broken when your busy holding onto all the broken pieces of your heart but you'll be safe and you'll come to no harm as long as you place yourself in the care of an embrace offered by empty arms
5.
The Triangle 04:45
as we dance,twist serpentine your hips collide with my state of mind that has me loosening my tongue to everything i am cold sweat and dripping wet with gin,in drag,a vision so devine and this is all coming off just exactly as we planned look at me now,glassy eyed,self medicated what have i become? Listen to what i said deep down you know i have a love so understated but not for anyone,so get this through your head you can question my intentions but you cant fault my devotion as its built on things that you said you would allow so to stop us both subsiding like a lighthouse into the ocean you should bare this all in your head for the future now so i twist on,do as i will you wont believe the ways i've grown i have become a machine thats harder to surprise and through a kiss that tastes like pills and conversations in lowered tones as the words drip out obscene i refuse to disguise and i know you hate this but i love the attrition the destabalising medicine,i cant get enough fell so deep in love with all of my addictions still,you let me in,and now you cant shake me off so you can question my intentions... so listen to what i have to say,i will say this only once where do i begin? with such a long line of iniquities to clear with a cloud of smoke between us and a headache setting in dont say you werent warned,by that tugging at your heart what have we done? though it may seem unkind this Triangle we have formed,that is pulling you apart in this dance we have become the deaf leading the blind the messages you're sending,they will see you torn apart its clear what goes around comes around again somehow so before you talk of happy endings that are flawed right from the start my dear,you should bare this all in your head for the future now.

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The hungover little sister of "Against the Grey"....

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released October 20, 2012

many thanks to friends an fam from all over,props to the marlboro men,gin,jager,red bull,mojitos and low grade polish-potato-wine,without whom this e.p would have been released sooner.....X

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swinging drunkenly from acoustic numbers best enjoyed solo in your smoking room to punchy alternative to soundtrack your night as you get beaten up in drag.

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